under water tea party

by en?

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WELCOME TO MY UNDER WATER TEA PARTY YOU'RE ALL INVITED!!!

This is a compilation of a few songs I've written over the past two years that I decided to record and put out here for the world! This is my first album and I know it's not exactly studio quality but I did work really hard with the few recording materials I've got and I'm proud of how it turned out :)

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released February 6, 2016

CREDIT:
ian d. (myself obviously)
rosie/cierra for the album name (i love u friendo)
monica rivas for the inspiration on "ever known"
all my friends and the people i love for encouraging and supporting me 100% (that includes you! whoever's listening thank you!!)

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en? North Carolina

I'm Ian! I'm 17 and have no clue what I'm doing but I sure am doing it

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Track Name: my cup of tea
You're as sweet as you can be
You don't need two sugars like my tea
You're warm and cozy and fill my soul with all kinds of lovely feelings
You're a joy in the morning or the afternoon
Soothing in the evening underneath the moon
And oh oh oh i love you
Cause herbal, black, or even chai
Or Earl grey you're just my type
You will always be
Just my cup of tea

Whenever I need a pick me up
You're always there to fill my cup
You're the best damn thing and that is why I love
Yououou
Cause herbal black or even chai
Or earl grey you're just my type
And you will always be
Just my cup of tea
Oh you're steaming
Keep on steeping
You're the one that keeps me beaming
Oh you're steaming
Keep on steeping
I can't seem to shake this feeling
(x2)

You're a joy in the morning or the afternoon
Soothing in the evening underneath the moon
And oh oh oh I love you
Cause herbal black or even chai
Or earl grey you're just my type
And you will always be
Just my cup of tea!
Track Name: a song 4 a girl i liked
the smile on your face can resurrect mine
oh god your eyes I recognize their shine
you seem so funny with what you do
but you make me happy when I am blue
maybe it's time
I tell
you

ever since the first time that we met
the memory of you in my head has kept
I can't imagine telling you
but I can't fathom why not
my mind goes faster than I do
so maybe I'm just caught

(chorus:)
do I dare or I do I not
share these scary thoughts I've got
seems they all
tend to revolve
around you
if I share them this I know
then I will be forced to go
Cuz the thought of you knowing
of my feelings showing
is too much to bear so
ill have to leave ill have to go
go go go go
ba da ba ba ba da ba

when it comes to you I always blush
something bout your voice make my blood rush
I act so funny when I'm round you
but at least I'm red instead of blue
sometimes I wish that you knew

Chorus

oooo why do I overthink these things
oooo why can't I just relax and sing
oooo I wish that I could talk to you
oooo oooo oooo

chorus
Track Name: ever known
Surrounding me is everything the trees are in my path but they're not in my way
as I'm wandering I'm finding peace within myself and within my own dreams
Running I'm running
Away from everything I know
Running I'm running
Into everything that grows
The leaves begin to block out all the light
I'm forced to find my way and fight
Darker
Darker

Help me help me what have I run into
Help help help what have I put myself through
Too far too deep let me go
I don't need to see don't let me know
I can't stand it when I'm at home
But I think this is worse than I've ever known
Than I've ever known
Than I've ever known

Coming up ahead I see a bit of red
The sun is setting down the sky
A clearing in my mind and in my path I find the edge do I just jump and die?
Running I'm running
Away from all the dark inside
Running I'm running
There's no choice I'll have to fly
The tip of my nose leans over the cliff
The tip of toes begin to lift
Farther
Farther

Help me help me what did I run off of
Help help help I'm falling from above
Too far too steep please catch me now
I don't want to see how this turns out
For some reason I feel best alone
But I think this is better than I've ever known
Than I've ever known
Than I've ever known

Doing oddly better than I should
This situation was misunderstood
Open my eyes up to the sky
Even in my dreams I can feel alive
Track Name: babe!
Honey bun oh baby bun
I love you love you love you!
Sugar pie oh sweetie pie
I adore adore you!
You're dimply smile is Just my style
And your presence makes everything worthwhile
I love your chubby widdle cheeks
And the way eyes shine when you speak
Oh my goodness golly gee
Aren't you just the bees knees
You make everything feel great
And I don't even care if you make me late
For work but God that quirky little smirk I see
And you just fill me with glee
Woah!
Hot damn babe oh goodness babe
I can't stop thinking of you
Darling dear oh gosh my dear
I just want to be near you
Your gorgeous voice is my top choice and when you sing I just rejoice
I can't seem to get over you
And saying this has been overdue
Oh my goodness golly gee
Aren't you just the bees knees
You make everything feel good
I don't care anymore if I should be leaving
Oh god you've left me fucking thinking too long
These feelings are so strong
Woah
God I love you (etc)
Track Name: right there with me
On my walls are twinkly lights
But they don't compare to the sparkles in your eyes
Bluer than the skies
In my heart is so much love
But you just seem to rise above the rest
You fill up my chest

Oh can't you see
You're way too good for me cuz

You shine as bright as the stars upon my ceiling and
you have somehow gotten me wrapped up in the feeling that
Life will be okay
And change is on the way but you'll be
Right
There
With me
You'll be right there with me

Oh my bed is soft for sleep
But you're better at comforting my dreams
You're their realities
Oh I think you're a better home
Than anything I've known
Or anyone I've shown this much of me

But Oh can't you see
You're way too good for me cuz

You shine as bright as the stars upon my ceiling and
you have somehow gotten me wrapped up in the feeling that
Life will be okay
And change is on the way but you'll be
Right
There
With me
You'll be right there with

Me I'm freakin out right now
Just thinking about how
This is real
Don't know how to feel
But

You shine as bright as the stars upon my ceiling and
you have somehow gotten me wrapped up in the feeling that
Life if full of change
And although it's strange you'll be
Right
There
With me
And guess what also that means
Beside you is where I'll be
Track Name: ••/•-/-•
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Track Name: rainy
Down down down down
When will it wash away
Down down falling down
I wish that you could stay

The tiny drops upon our skin
We walked the long way there
I wouldn't have minded if you caught me blinded and
kissed me out of nowhere

Aaaaaaa oooo
Aaaaaaa ooOo

Down down down down
The rain drips from the sky
Down down falling down
Your smile catches my eye

I can't tell you
how much I care for you
I don't know why but whenever I try I get caught and don't know what do

Aaaaaaa oooo
Aaaaaaa ooOo

I'm sorry I'm too anxious too scared too pathetically nervous a lot
it’s just that you’re great and I don’t want to fuck up this wonderful thing that we’ve got
I’m sorry I need validation to know that we’re doing okay
but you’re helping me through and I’m here for you too as we walk together today

down down down down
inside we’re safe and dry
down down falling down
I don’t want to say goodbye
Track Name: for you
Together
We can walk
Out in to the woods
Together
We can talk
bout the bad things and
Bout the good
I'd pick you wild flowers
The prettiest we can find
I'd lay with you for hours
'til you're all that's on my mind
Our fingers laced together
I'd hold your hand in mine
Just for a small forever
Don't worry we will be fine
Don't worry I'm here for you
Don't worry I'm here for you
Don't worry we will be fine
I'll be yours
and you'll be mine

Together
I'll make sure
You know I love you so
Together
It doesn't
Have to be so big you know
I don't need all that much
You are more than enough
I want to make you happy
Are you happy my love?
Don't worry I'm here for you
Don't worry I'm here for you
Don't worry we'll be fine
I'll be yours
and you'll be mine

I'll pick us wild flowers
You'll put them in our hair
I'll joke about how yours
Got messy, you unaware
I know we're wasting time
But where else could we be?
How could it be a crime
To love you and you love me?
Don't worry yourself my dear
I'll always be right here
Don't worry we'll be fine
I'll be yours
And you'll be mine
Don't worry we'll be fine
I'll be yours
And you'll be mine