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hello happy :​^​)

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intro 02:45
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life's full of moments too mundane to replay in our heads but that doesn't mean we should throw them away cuz right here with you I'm happier than I've ever known and I wouldn't trade it for anything even though I know there's probably better things to do I'm trying to stop and take in the view of this beautiful life I've got I'm not lazy I'm just alternatively motivated I've only got so much time and I don't want to waste it so I'll do the things that make me happiest so I can know I'm living the best life I can right now even though I know there's more productive things to do I'm trying to stop and take in the view of this beautiful life I've got I've got things to do and places to be people to love who love me I'm sorry I've got my priorities straight I'm sorry but I'm not gonna wait to live this beautiful life I've got this beautiful life I've got this beautiful life I've got
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i lov u 03:30
I like that we can just go up to your room and play pokémon and I like that late at night you send me little bits of what you’re workin on whether it’s a new song that you’ve just started, another chapter or a work of art I just love being a part of it, of your routine I guess what I mean is I love you, you (x2) I like how you’re always there, you always cheer me up, make me happy and I like when you send me stuff just because it reminds you of me whether its your bright smile or the light of your eyes, the sound of your voice on the phone at night I just love spending my time with ya, love you bein with me I guess what I mean is I love you, you (x4)
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hello happy 02:11
Don't know what I'm doing No one else does either so why do I feel Inadequate Life is changing how it's moving I can't keep up with it But in this confusion Comes a new diffusion of the pain built up in me It's easier to bear And a happy feeling's coming on I can't recognize exactly from where It began But relief is in my heart Hello happy It's been a while Since I last saw you Hello happy Have you missed me I've missed you too Heal my heavy heart Heal Heal my heavy heart Heal
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getting by 03:06
Wow I suck At a lot of stuff And that's okay because you can't do everything A lot of things are tough I can't draw anymore And I can't play guitar I can't control my feelings well Or at least not so far I can't write or act or do so many things I try But I'm good at being me And I'm good at getting by I can't rhyme when I write these stupid songs I can't get my thoughts out without going on too long I wish that I could cook or build or paint or dance or sing I wish that maybe one day I'll amount to anything I can't draw anymore And I can't play guitar I can't control my feelings well Or at least not so far I can't write or act or do so many things I try But I'm learning it's okay And I'm learning to get by I do have a few skills I can do math pretty well Even though I know it might be kind of hard to tell and I'm good at being there whenever you are feeling blue And I'm good at giving hugs And I'm good at loving you I may not be gifted with neat capabilities But I'm still a good person without all that expertise I may not draw anymore And I suck at the guitar My feelings are out of control From what I've felt so far I can't do a lot of things but There's many things I'll try I may not succeed at it all But I'll grow and be alright I may not succeed at it all But I'll grow and I'll get by
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interzood 00:14
like interlude but its a kazoo so its interZOOd im not funny im sorry have this lil 15 sec break
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Would you fly away with me To Kepler 452-b Oh I'm sick of reality A new world's what I need to see So Let's go today To a planet far away Pack your bags, say your goodbyes 'Cause we're headed for the skies Up in the stars You and I In cosmic paradise NASA says they're all the rage New planets have taken the stage Ooo Just have to find the ones that are inhabitable Must be compatible With me and you So let's go today Find a place for us to stay Safe from harm and our old lives They'll never find us once we arrive Out in space You and I In cosmic paradise Take my hand and hold it tight We'll fly this space ship through the night We're going at the speed of light but Don't look back we'll be alright Ooo So let's go today Start our lives over far away There's not much else that we can do But it's ok now that I'm with you So whatcha say You and I In cosmic paradise
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Of all of the possible arrangements of molecules I find yours the most magnificent Of all of the infinite displays of brilliance I find you the most magnificent All the explosions and collisions in space The universe perfectly came to this place where You and I can be together here And for that I'm so grateful my dear I'm not sure how long I've been wishing on that star I'm not saying we're meant to be but I'm happy that we are In this magnificent mess of ours Of all of the possible arrangements of molecules I find yours the most magnificent Of all of the infinite displays of brilliance I find you the most magnificent All the events that have led up to right now Time slowly made its to kindly allow You and I to be together here And for that I'm so grateful my dear I'm not sure how long I've been wishing on that star I'm not saying we're meant to be but I'm happy that we are In this magnificent mess of ours You and I here together oooo And I am sure that I love you Who can know if this was the plan of the stars I can't say if we are meant to be but I'm happy that we are In this magnificent mess of ours
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lullaby 01:55
close your eyes and rest your head shut off your mind and go to bed don't think anymore just picture that sandy shore let the waves was away your worry (let the waves rock you to sleep) you're okay, don't be in such a hurry (you're okay don't make a peep) you're okay you'll be okay in the morning you're okay you'll be okay in the morning
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I guess this is it time to walk out the door did you forget this is what we've waited for I know it doesn't feel right anymore it's an uneasy feelin pretty hard to ignore but I'll see you soon I grab on too tight once I get a hold I'm way to young to be feelin old I'm gonna miss you when we leave this little town I know I never say it enough but you will always have my love I hope we meet again later down the road all I see is flashbacks to when it all began and you were always there for me to hold my hand and I know it'll never be the same and I know you won't remember my name the sun is setting down on this fateful day I know it's been a long one but I've got to say should you ever need me I will always find a way to get back to you I grab on too tight once I get a hold I'm way to young to be feelin old I'm gonna miss you when we leave this little town I know I never say it enough but you will always have my love I hope we meet again later down the road
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outro 01:01
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a collection of songs written by the idiot ian d

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released June 13, 2016

special thanks to Jules M for singing with me on "cosmic paradise" and for inspiring the lyrics as well
all other songs written, played, sung, and recorded by yours truly
thanks to my dad for buying me my beloved kazoo
thanks to my fam for letting me be home alone long enough to record these crappy tunes in peace

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