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halloween?

by en?

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Can you see the darkness see the way it hides can you feel happiness can your see the light can you see the ghosts that wander through these streets can you feel the pain of everyone you meet maybe its time that you get some friends admit the ones you had were all pretend its hard to go much farther when youre living on the edge life cant get much harder when you're at your limit do you walk with caution watching every step can you calm your thoughts when's the last time that you slept do you feel insane and always out of place do you seem to always need your space maybe it's time that you get real friends admit the previous you cannot mend I know it's hard it's hard to hit rock bottom but it can only get better and better and better and better and better and better and better and then you'll blossom one day in the future when you've overcome and cut off the source that all this pain was from you will see how much it matters too realize what it is your after maybe it's time to change your ways stop doing the same thing every day it'll be okay though scary at first but don't you fret and don't regret when you were at your worst because it won't get worse
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sometimes I catch myself wondering about my health am I thinkin healthy thoughts do I appreciate all I've got I ain't got you but wow do I want to no I don't have you am I pushing the pain away am I making the same damn mistakes am I overthinking this? tell my thoughts to let me live can't live this way yet here I stay can't live this way I try and try and try and try and try and try and try but every time I forget my lines I want to find the way to be the one that you want Why can't I be someone you want woah I've got to go can't let my feelings show can't let you know so I need to go can't let her know
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honesty 03:58
I know it's hard For you to follow your heart But I Don't blame you Cuz I'm No better And I don't know to do Know what to do I don't know what to do Know what to do I know its hard To have alter your art To sugarcoat So it can seem better And I don't want to Want to But I don't know to do Know to do And maybe it'll all be fine I'll find the thins that I need to shout to the world And maybe I'll find the rhymes To say the truth not prettily packaged in a relatable marketable style It's no fun To have to deal with the ones Who say You Need to be better I shouldn't have to please you And I don't want to want to I'm so done With being your ray of sunshine it's Not part of my plan I'll Be a better man I swear it to you, to you But I don't know to do know what to do And maybe it'll all be fine I'll find the thins that I need to shout to the world And maybe I'll find the rhymes To say the truth not prettily packaged in a relatable marketable style Here I am on my own I'll do what I need all alone And maybe it'll all be fine I'll find the thins that I need to shout to the world And maybe I'll find the rhymes To say the truth not prettily packaged in a relatable marketable style
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dream song 01:52
I dream of love that will never be I've fallen for the one I can never truly see But I close my eyes and you're beside me It's a weird love just in my head Longing for thee I look for answers in a foreign place When nothing's making sense I see your face And it fills my heart your beauty and grace It feels like love but soon you're gone Without a trace I woke in tears with sinking loneliness I know it couldn't be but still I miss Your odd comforting that made me feel bliss It was a weird love, just in my head That ended like this
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melted 03:16
Wish I could be bolder My head rests on your shoulder Knocking knuckles trying to interlock our fingers I wish I could talk Right now right here I've melted so in love with the thought that I Felt it so in love with you with you Hit me with that smolder My lips pressed to your shoulder Knocking noses trying to interlock our lips Oh I don't want to stop Right now right here I've melted so in love with the thought that I Felt it so in love with you with you Oh closer Don't let me go Oh closer Oh please don't go I've melted so in love with thought that I Felt it so in love with you

about

just some songs I've had bouncin around that I didn't have anywhere else to put
by the way this is in no way of the quality I would like for it to be but these songs aren't as good as some things I've written more currently, I did put a lot of time and effort into them but they are NOWHERE near perfect
THE BETTER SONGS ARE BONUS TRACKS SO IF YOU DO DOWNLOAD IT, IT'S NOT ALL CRAP I PROMISE

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released October 31, 2016

all written, recorded, & played by me (ian d)
THE DREAM SONG WAS A CONTEST ON MY YOUTUBE! creds to user Hatacat on youtube for the inspiration for everything in that song! It's all based on her comment about a dream she had! (more about that on the actual song's description)

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