halloween?

by en?

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about

just some songs I've had bouncin around that I didn't have anywhere else to put
by the way this is in no way of the quality I would like for it to be but these songs aren't as good as some things I've written more currently, I did put a lot of time and effort into them but they are NOWHERE near perfect
THE BETTER SONGS ARE BONUS TRACKS SO IF YOU DO DOWNLOAD IT, IT'S NOT ALL CRAP I PROMISE

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released October 31, 2016

all written, recorded, & played by me (ian d)
THE DREAM SONG WAS A CONTEST ON MY YOUTUBE! creds to user Hatacat on youtube for the inspiration for everything in that song! It's all based on her comment about a dream she had! (more about that on the actual song's description)

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en? North Carolina

I'm Ian! I'm 17 and have no clue what I'm doing but I sure am doing it

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Track Name: it'll be okay
Can you see the darkness see the way it hides
can you feel happiness can your see the light
can you see the ghosts that wander through these streets
can you feel the pain of everyone you meet
maybe its time that you get some friends
admit the ones you had were all pretend
its hard to go much farther when youre living on the edge
life cant get much harder when you're at your limit
do you walk with caution watching every step
can you calm your thoughts
when's the last time that you slept
do you feel insane and always out of place
do you seem to always need your space
maybe it's time that you get real friends
admit the previous you cannot mend
I know it's hard it's hard to hit rock bottom
but it can only get better and better and better
and better and better and better and better
and then you'll blossom
one day in the future when you've overcome
and cut off the source that all this pain was from
you will see how much it matters
too realize what it is your after
maybe it's time to change your ways
stop doing the same thing every day
it'll be okay though scary at first
but don't you fret and don't regret when you were at your worst
because it won't get worse
Track Name: bundle of thoughts
sometimes I catch myself
wondering about my health
am I thinkin healthy thoughts
do I appreciate all I've got
I ain't got you
but wow do I want to
no I don't have you

am I pushing the pain away
am I making the same damn mistakes
am I overthinking this?
tell my thoughts to let me live
can't live this way
yet here I stay
can't live this way

I try and try and try and try and try and try and try
but every time I forget my lines
I want to find the way to be the one that you want
Why can't I be someone you want

woah
I've got to go
can't let my feelings show
can't let you know
so I need to go
can't let her know
Track Name: honesty
I know it's hard
For you to follow your heart
But I
Don't blame you
Cuz I'm
No better
And I don't know to do
Know what to do
I don't know what to do
Know what to do

I know its hard
To have alter your art
To sugarcoat
So it can seem better
And I don't want to
Want to
But I don't know to do
Know to do

And maybe it'll all be fine
I'll find the thins that I need to shout to the world
And maybe I'll find the rhymes
To say the truth not prettily packaged in a relatable marketable style

It's no fun
To have to deal with the ones
Who say
You
Need to be better
I shouldn't have to please you
And I don't want to want to

I'm so done
With being your ray of sunshine it's
Not part of my plan I'll
Be a better man I
swear it to you, to you
But I don't know to do know what to do

And maybe it'll all be fine
I'll find the thins that I need to shout to the world
And maybe I'll find the rhymes
To say the truth not prettily packaged in a relatable marketable style

Here I am on my own
I'll do what I need all alone

And maybe it'll all be fine
I'll find the thins that I need to shout to the world
And maybe I'll find the rhymes
To say the truth not prettily packaged in a relatable marketable style
Track Name: dream song
I dream of love that will never be
I've fallen for the one I can never truly see
But I close my eyes and you're beside me
It's a weird love just in my head
Longing for thee

I look for answers in a foreign place
When nothing's making sense I see your face
And it fills my heart your beauty and grace
It feels like love but soon you're gone
Without a trace

I woke in tears with sinking loneliness
I know it couldn't be but still I miss
Your odd comforting that made me feel bliss
It was a weird love, just in my head
That ended like this
Track Name: melted
Wish I could be bolder
My head rests on your shoulder
Knocking knuckles trying to interlock our fingers
I wish I could talk
Right now right here
I've melted so in love with the thought that I
Felt it so in love with you with you
Hit me with that smolder
My lips pressed to your shoulder
Knocking noses trying to interlock our lips
Oh I don't want to stop
Right now right here
I've melted so in love with the thought that I
Felt it so in love with you with you
Oh closer
Don't let me go
Oh closer
Oh please don't go
I've melted so in love with thought that I
Felt it so in love with you